12 Weeks...

... and still hate eating. I wonder how long this nauseating period will end! Every time i see, think, eat, i will start having that yucky feeling :( It is so different from when i was carrying Tim... *sigh* Other than that, i still hate cooking. All of us would have to buy takeaways or i would have to settle for 'baby food'/ When would this end?

On a separate note, I woke up this morning and felt my tummy... i could feel that the little bump has grown to a side of around my two fist. I thought i felt the baby move but i am not so certain this time as i was when i was carrying Tim. I felt Tim moved around 10 weeks as he 'punched' me and released slowly. Hee hee... i think he bumped into the wall :P

Although i still look very flat when i am in upright position and could still fit into all my clothes... i wonder how long i could keep this from my boss :P

Birthday Present

It was 18 July when i finally went searching for the pregnancy test kit which i bought months ago and did a test. Bingo! I have been suspecting that i could be pregnant two weeks prior to that as i had missed my period and getting the works. Well... i had been having long cycles since i am still nursing Tim and sometimes the period just won't turn up. Starting this year, it has been pretty regular... ah well... just in time for Troy's 31st birthday which falls on 19th July.

I miss being pregnant with Tim. It was a pregnancy that i enjoyed very much. First, my tummy wasn't showing much, even to the last few days before Tim arrives, some people around me didn't even know that i am pregnant. I was just hoping that this one is as easy. As i mentioned that i was feeling the works acting on my body... *sigh* i don't remember feeling nauseous the entire day, everday when i was having Tim although i do remember on various occassion that i had to stay in the bathroom and vomit my guts out, having cold sweat at the same time. That was all! This time, i dread the thought of eating. I am just put off by food. Although i don't actually vomit much food, i just do not have the appetite. And yes... i am very tired most of the time and feeling gassy... hope it will all pass soon... then i might start missing this stage of pregnancy! lol

Somehow Tim sense that my body is changing... He has been extra clingy and nursing more often now, probably because my body is not producing enough for him at this point. These hormones works in the strangest ways. When we went for my first ultrasound, both the boys are excited to see the scan. Tim was saying, "baby.... baby" pointing to the black/white blotches on the screen.

Recently when i was teaching him "ge ge, jie jie, di di, mei mei,..." I asked him if he wants a baby brother or sister, and he said "di di"... hmmm... just wondering if he would be right :P When i ask him "wheres the baby" he would come over and point to my belly button and give my tummy a kiss... thats really sweet! Hopefully he would understand more about whats happening when i bring him to my next ultrasound appointment.

The truth is out...