Week 14

We went for a second visit to the OB yesterday. Apparently the EDD has been changed to 15 March 2006. All is well. The lil' one was nodding his/her head when we first see the scan. Tim was already very tired as we waited for an hour an a half this time. Troy was complaining about the wait. I am not sure why the hospital schedule us in when its such a busy day. Apparently they were busy with the 12 week and 20 week detail scans.

As i lay on the examination table, Tim was calling out to me a lot... perhaps he is just wondering what these people are doing to me... hee hee... He is as usual, still pretty clingy. Whilst waiting for my next appointment date, Troy changed the TV channel so that Tim could watch Hi-5, and we both took a short break. Ha... this time, i forgot to make payment and went back straight away after i got the next appointment date for the 20 weeks detail scan. Silly me. We are just really really tired and the boys didn't want to wait any longer.

I am still contemplating on the OB... I am not sure if i want to go thru' it with her as she doesn't seem to be that pro-breastfeeding and pro-natural... (To be fair... she didn't exactly discourage me from breastfeeding Tim nor tandem nursing but she did mention about weaning Tim)The hospital said that i could start the package now since i am past the 12 weeks. The thing is... i am not sure if i am going to be delivering the baby here in Singapore as Troy wants to relocate back to Australia asap. I really want to have a VBAC :(

Lack Sleep...

I should really be sleeping right now... but no. Insomia has been my friend this pregnancy. Not sure if the hormones are keeping me up or i am sensing something bad happening. The past week wasn't really smooth sailing as my granny and (subsequently) my dad are both hospitalised. It was on monday morning around 4ish, when gran's heartbeat stopped and they managed to revive her.

Yes, i am a bit worried about this pregnancy. I am not sure if baby is growing well as i am still nauseating a lot and absolutely hate eating or even the sight of food... thinking of food now makes me sick as well.

Its been a while since i saw the OB... i really should make an appointment to see her today. *sigh* actually, i have been scouting around and looking for an OB who is pro natural. I really want to have a VBAC this time... It doesn't seem to be an easy call.